Edwin.

What is wrong with me...

Is it my mindset?

Or is it just me.

My actions are wrong.

All my actions brings about failure.

Can i ever succeed?

Where can i gain my confidence and learn fast?

I want to learn fast...

I want to..

Argh..

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12:13 AM

Oh my god, i haven't blog for like ages.
So many things going through my mind.

First, my studies.
Ugh, failed economics.
Well, expected.
Phew there's retest, i'm gonna study hard for it.
My GPA increased by a little. Goodie.
From a 2.3+++ to a 2.5 now for cumulative.
2.7 for semester.
But still gonna work harder.
I hope.

And as for waves.
I'm utterly disappointed with myself.
I screwed up my choreographyyy!
Yikes, well, lucky it's just vetting.
I'm gonna train harder too. (:

Chiong ahhh! Lots of working hard to do!

Not forgetting, my work.
My god, Astons is really well...
Okay lor. Like that lor.
I hope i can quit soon.
I don't have time to work.
And i don't wanna give more hopes to them that i can work.

Last but not least, my dearest.
Well, 3rd month together.
You're 17 already!
Time to think more my dear.
Don't be so lazy laa! Tsk.
I love you! (:

Picturesss.......
Uploading soon about whats happening recently to meh! :D

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11:19 PM

Work is really really tiring.
I'm all worn out.
Dance is well, starting.
It's time to really work hard.
A good impact by the dancer will leave an impression
forever etched in the audience's mind.

Blacked out at;

3:06 AM

Went to the Zoo yesterday man!!
It has been so long since i last went to the Zoo!
Was there with my baby!
Well, it was after modern.
So i was kinda tired.
So we walked and walked and walked.....
Seen lots of monkeys and tortises.
And other animals.

In the end i got tired first, my baby was still standing strong.
Omg. -.-
Well, i never thought i was this weak.
It's time to train my stamina man!
Waves 14 is coming.
Need to train hard man!
Train hard for Modern!!!

Blacked out at;

12:18 AM

My dearest one.

How i wish you were by my side now.

Your presence filled me up with love

Happy third month my dear.

You know how much i love you.

You know how important you are to me.

I love you.

Blacked out at;

12:31 AM

Didn't manage to go for Modern Audition.
That sucked..
I wonder what's next..
Will i get another chance?
With my standard,
i dare not ask for another chance.

Blacked out at;

11:03 PM

Waves 14.
Time to work hard.
Time to work really really hard!
Time to show them what i'm capable of!
Chiong ahhh!
Modern and Locking!

Blacked out at;

11:53 AM

Bah, today's boring and long work!

Damn tired.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Slack is good.

Maybe i should stop.

Maybe i should just let you be.

I don't want to force you to stop.

Perhaps, i should just care less.

You're free to do anything you want.

I can sense that we're drifting apart.

Perhaps, i think too much.

I don't know..

Blacked out at;

11:50 PM

Day 1 -

Interview at Astons!
Got the job! Wootzx!
But is kinda regretting now.
I wish i didn't went there.
Now my schdules are very hectic.
Argh!
Worked from 5pm-9pm then went to school.
The sweet xcape party was retarded. -.-
I kinda wasted my time going there.

Day 2 -
Went home in the morning.
Took a bathe, went back to school.
Had modern training.
That party screwed up MPH.
Uncle and some others had to clean the whole MPH by themselves.
Thanks Uncle! (:
After modern, had locking training.
Damn i realised i got not enough sleep at all!
After locking, went to SDZ chalet.
Listened to ghost stories, fell asleep.

Day 3 -
Had MacDonalds with JiaWen, Louis and Alex.
Got that custom-made tee by Schizo.
Went home. Sleep till NOW!
Gonna go work at 5pm.
Ugh.... Don't feel like going at all.
Sigh, i miss you lots. ):

Blacked out at;

3:04 PM

With that, you cleared my doubts.
I'll try my best.
My very best.
Because, i love you.

Blacked out at;

1:18 PM

Hm, this odd feeling really brings me down...

Blacked out at;

1:21 AM

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